I received a phone call from anonymous offering a job opportunity today. lol seriously i didn't even ask his name whereas he knows everything about me, well, not everything but almost everything heh. Luckily i know where he's from, i mean where he works, not that far from my house that he said i can even walk there lol NO! not as close as that. So, the interview is on monday and i cant even believed that i finally found a job! well no, a job found me lol. I was in shilly-shally states where i cant decide to go or to not go because i'm currently in inexplicable condition. I had to many commitments, seriously, i'm in duty to pick up my nephews from schools and i even have to send my sister-in-law to driving school. I've been doing this for 3 and half months already and end up getting nothing but boredom and this restrict me from looking for job and start working T.T

I will ask for further information tomorrow, just to be sure and i'll think about whether to attend it or not. I have to think more than twice for this i guess. Sobs.

Goodmorning, selamatpagi :)

It's been a while aite? So, i'm here again after such a long hiatus. Nothing much happens during this long hiatus period, my life goes on as usual and boring. Well, today i browsed into a few of kpoppers blog and i feels so old already to be a kpop lover and fangirling over my biased idols who is younger than me lol cause most of them (kpoppers) are under 20. Yet, only a few of my friends (sameagedfriends) who love kpop. I've started to be kpopper since 2008, the first two group that i like was Super Junior and Ft island but then i became Big Bang hardcore fan, Big Bang is my bias group and 2ne1 come second but, these two group is my ultimate favorite group for now and and maybe...forever. Now, i've become multi-fandom fan, i liked several group such B2st, Teen Top, Infinite and other groups and recently started to listen to Lunafly, i dont know them not until they come to Malaysia and they're quite awesome.
FYI, i never been to fan meeting or even a concert...헐!...is that okay to be kpopper who never go to his/her bias group concert or fan meeting or any event? (i've been to kwc opening ceremony once to see Block B, sadly zico wasn't there. Wait a sec, is that also count lol) To be honest, i live with my sister and it's something impossible to go out and wasting money over unnecessary things like that even my parents would say no. And i even missed the chance of attending Big Bang world tour last year, the reason? well, i should keep it to myself. I can only cry tears of blood. And i was hoping that the same things wont happen for GD tour this year or else i'll die ㅠ_ㅠ worried to death!



p/s: they're so perfect like they weren't human especially my bias, they're pretty aliens! angels! or robots! or whatever you people call them.

♡SATURDAY, JAN 12, PAGE 12 of 365♡

2013, another year to keep moving forward. If you're still breathing and still seeing this beautiful world that's mean the world didn't come to an end yet as claimed. Your life journey is still far ahead. I'm looking forward to what 2013 will give me or will 2013 be my year heh! oh! please say hello to my kids, they're growing up so fast ♡


Any new year's resolutions? 
hmm..I have this new year resolution for years already, which is to lose some kilos of weight. But 2012 give me so much pressure that turn my dietary plan upside down, as always for sure. My weight kept rising day by day as expected, but past few months i've lost 4 kilos but then i've gained another kilo by now haha. This resolution is a must every year and for the coming years too. Haven't list down any other resolutions yet, maybe later. For now i hoped for success and happier year than the last one.

2012 are wisely spent, faults, bad habits, laziness, stress, tears, anger, laughter, well it's not really a bad year after all :')